agonizing day..

wAna b frEe frOm sadnEss, distrEss, aNguish, despAir, despOndEncy, miSery, angUish, griEf, pAin, suffEring.. =o

drizzling stint..

tamang picture lng.. =) lol.. hrap tlga ng tagulan wlng mgwa..

with fatima in my room.. lol.. super hangin s loob ng kwrto..

wahaha.. an cute ni hellokitty no.. =)

thanks to you qng cno mn ngbgay n2 nung birthday qo..

nkalimutan q.. im bad! =o nwei tenchu..

providential man..

an cute nung movie khpon s starmovies..

lizzie mcguire.. super great.. =)

tpos ngayon ka2tpos q ln manood nung cinderella story..

msta nmn un?? an cute kc eh..

kya klangn paulit ulit ulit ulit ulit ulit.. aun.. =)

nikikilig aqo.. pnoorin nio rn.. an gnda..

auqo kc c hillary duff.. lol.. obvious db?

bkt kya ndi nabiyayaan ng appeal c chad noooh.. =)

charing ln.. haha.. supeeeeeeeeeer kgwapuhan ln..
sna kptid q nlng xa.. haha! kaloka!
an swerte n sophia bush.. cl pb?? *pki q b nmn don*
bsta gwapo xa un n un.. db db db???

+yn fatima pgsawaan mu mkha nia.. gwafinnngs..

hmm.. retired seniors part 2.. (haha sbi ni tito arthur yn!)

my young dadi(pink poloshirt) with his barkada since college.. =) ngpnta cl s gateway.. super starbucks cl.. dpt nga ksma q dyn eh.. hmff.. niiwan aq.. bad! haha.. an cute nl noh.. my contest dw cla eh.. lol patandaan..

i love my dad sobraaa.. nd tito arthur thanks s pictures.. =)

the greatest story ever told by oliver james..

Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams I could've prayed for
There you are

If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
Tonight it's you and I together
I'm so glad, I'm your man

And if I lived a thousand years
You know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
That day.
But if destiny decided
I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you tonight?

I don't hear the music
When I'm looking in your eyes
But I feel the rhythm of your body
Close to mine.
Its the way we touch that sends me
Its a way we'll always be
Your kiss, your pretty smile you know I'd die for
Oh baby, your all I need.

And if I lived a thousand years
You know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
That day.
But if destiny decided
I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you,
Just how much I really need you
Did I tell you that I love you tonight? !

blissful day.. =)

ngpnta q s robinson wth my parents.. hmm.. ngdate kmng tatlo.. =) lahat dn xe km wlng lakad.. kya yn grocery nd shopping galore..

woooooooooow.. chocolate.! haha wl kmng binili dyn pinicturan q ln hbng nggro2cery km.. =)

haha.. look at my dad.. lol.. enjoy n enjoy mgpmasahe.. pregy dw xa 6 months?!.

iniwan nmn ni mama yn xe ayaw n tumayo.. kya nggrocery n mna km.. =)

yn yn yn... meet my mom.. super halukay sa sibuyas.. haha..

i love floweeeeeeers.. so much! =) an gndaaa..

after nmn mggrocery nghnap ln aq ng mpgka2gastusan ayn.. nkta q ung shirt.. =o off-shoulder n blue.. =) yn super fitting aq.. lol!

an cute no.. i told yah uqo ng pink.. =) binili ng mom q yn 4 me.. sabit q dw d tenga qo.. lol!

yn pgktpos ng lhat.. kmain xmpwe mwa2la b nmn un?? mocha blends addict mama qo.. supeeeer s southern chicken nd it was really good.. aq naenjoy q n ung gourmet sandwich.. =) dadi q aun.. ngfrost ln.. an ineeet dw xe..

an cute no.. =) lm nio nmn aq ayaw n ayaw q ng pink.. =)

lolaaaaaaa.. ayn n xa ah.. haha.. d xa gwapo noh.!

gruesome man..

evr had an x that is so absurd???

haha.. aq mron..
super lhat n ata ng bagay n nangya2ri sknya skn nia cncc???
tma b nmn un?? so dreadful!
d q 2loi alm qng anu mra2mdaman q towards him..

prng anytime n mkausap q xa ndi q lng alm qng ano p msa2bi q..
he's fond of telling anyone those fuckin' things..

dnt know how to handle him.. ='/

this song whack my heart! =o

A GIRL CAN DREAM

-nina

When I was a child

the story would say

Somebody will sweep you off your feet some day

That's what I hoped would happen with you

More than you could know

I wanted to tell you

that my heart's in your hands

I prayed for the day that I would get the chance

And just when I worked up the courage to try

Much to my surprise

You had somebody else

These feelings I keep to myself

I may never get to hold you so tight

I may never get to kiss you goodnight

I may never get to look deep in your eyes

Or so it seems

I always will be wishing you were mine

I'll think about what could be all the time

All the happiness that I could find

Baby, a girl can dream

From the moment I wake up

till I fall asleep

I imaging you're not with her but with me

Talking and laughing

sharing our dreams

But it's just a fantasy

Cause you have somebody else

These feelings i keep to myself...

A girl can dream its true

And to call you my own

It's the sweetest dream I know

[*] d q xa mdownload s imesh kya s imeem q pnpkingan ng pault2.. =o d xa nka2sawa.. an gnda p ng boses ni nina.. db neve?? =)

idyllic mind.. =)

dz s diane.. my closest cousin.. =) she's pretty right?? haha.. s bhay yn.. santacruzn kc smn.. tpos un pmnta lng xa wth her mom.. reyna elena dn kc ung pinsan nmng isa.. aun.. ngkwntuhan lng km.. wl kc kmng mgwa s bhai non..

diane.. me.. nd jorica..

ngpnta dn km s bhay nung isa nmng pinsan.. dalaw ln..

mzta nmn 2ng pgmu2kha 2 d2.. gutom n q nian.. =o

share q lng ung super habang survey.. =o weeew..

[*]bkt nga b q nhilig s survey.. hrap tlg ng wlng mgwa.. =o tgal kxe ng bkasyon eh.. huhu.. ='/

1. Name:lhai
2. First and Last Name: precious lean estacio
3. Location: Philippines
4. Place of Birth: Ph.
6. Male or female: female
7. Occupation: student.
8. Hair Color: blackk!
9. Hair Length: I dunnoe..
10. DOB: march 25, 1989
11. Weight: 100lbs./ 45kg.
12. Height: I dunnoe.. super tngkad qu ata.. haha!
13. Earing: mhm..
14. Glasses: none..
15. Shoe size: 7 1/2..
16. Eye color: BUH-LACK
17. First crush: hmm..
18. First best friend: alexis "blue" dineros.. =) prep..
19. First kiss: ahmm.. parents.. =o
20. First Sport You Joined: ahm..
21. First thing you did today: take a bath..
22: First thing you ate today:burger..
23. First thing you said today: tzeee..
24. First True Love: xa n un..
25. Movie: mdmi eh..
26. TV Show: hmm..
27. Rock Band: ROCK?
28. Place to get groceries: roboinson's supermarket.. =o
29. Food: ahh..uhmm..
30. Season: kht ano..
31. Candy: huwaaw.. talaaap..
32. Sport: none!
33. Song: out of reach..
34. Actor: chad michael murray.. =) orlando bloom..
35. Singer: dmi eh.. babyface. boyzIImen..
36. Place: HOME
37. Animal: awwww.
38. Book(s): the wedding..
39. Doing before you started this survey: talking..
40. Doing now: this survey..duhh..
41. Wearing: t-shirt and shorts
42. Crying bout: ai nku.. im done wth it!
43. Eating: nothing? Who eats while typing?
44. Drinking: waterr..
45. Typing: this?
46. Chatting with: russel..
47. Listening To: wish i could tell you..
48. Thinking about: ..my mind's blank!
49. Wanting: ???
50. Watching: computer's screen!
51. Where do you see yourself in 5 yrs from now? far.. haha s states..
52. Want to be Married: Uh not now..
53. Career in Mind: nurse!
54. Lips or Eyes: eyes!
55. Cute or sexy: cute!
56. Hugs or Kisses: hugs! =)
57. Short or tall: medium! HAHA
58.long or short: both! haha!
59. Romantic or Spontaneous: both!
60. Good or Bad: good!!
61. Sensitive or spontaneous: errm..
62. Hook-up or Relationship: dunno!
63. Long courtship: ha?
64. Trouble Maker or Hesitant one: ???
65. Kissed a Stranger: nooo..
66. Had surgery: nope..
67. Tried to kill yourself: ndi p nmn..
68. Ran Away From Home: nope..
69. Broken a bone:no
70. Got an X-ray: yea...
71. Been on a cruise: noooo.
72. Been on a plane: yes..
73. hurt someone: yes.. maybe..
74. Cried When Someone Died: hmm.. yup..
75. Cried At School: Mm.. yeah.. =)
76.Do You Believe In God: of course! VEry very much!
77. Miracles: yup.. sna!
78. Love at First Sight: pde dn..
79. Ghost: nope.. uqo takut aqu mumu eh..
80. Aliens: ha ha... kokey!
81. Soul Mates: oo..
82. Heaven: yes!
83. Hell: yes
84. Answered prayers: yes!
85. Kissing on The First Date: ??
86. Horoscopes: ndi nmn..
89.Do you sing? YES
90. Metal or Country?country..
91. Rock or Rap?rock?
92. Chocolate or vanilla? both.. =) hmmmm..
93. Who did you last call? fallen..
94. Who last called you?tita..
95. What jewelry do you wear daily? earrings
96. Who was the last person you said I love you to? ??? cnu nga b??
97. Would you die for someone?it's hard to know unless the situation meets..
98. Have you recently talked to an ex?. oucccccccch..
99. Do you believe in second chances? nope.. ndi.. dpt 1st png ok n lht.. chakaaa..
100. Are you happy now? sna..

most people can't live without their cell phone..
1. What color is your phone?* black..
2. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?* macky..
3. How many phone do you have? 2..
4. Who was your last missed call from?* paul..
5. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?* daniel..
6. Who's speed dial 2.?* sheena..
7. Who's the 3rd person who comes upunder J?* jackie..
8. Who was your last received call from? paul..
9. Who's speed dial number 4?* pipoooy.
10. What is your theme?* fairytheme..
11. How many text messages are currently in your inbox?* 65
12. Who's speed dial #3?* lola..
13. What's the 5th message say in yourinbox?* gudmorning applepie dw..
14. Who's the 1st person who comes upunder B?* belle..
15. Who was your last text message from?* bryan..
16. Name every person you have text messages from: mdmi eh..
17. Have you seen the 101 Chuck Norris facts?* naww..
18. Who's the 9th person on yourmissed calls?* ate joy..
19. What does the 6th message in your inbox say?* secret.. bt nga b nksave 2.. =o
20. Who is the first name in yourPhone book?* alliya..
21. Who is the last name in yourPhonebook?* romel..
22. Do you have a camera phone?* yup..
23. Who is the last person under G ?* glaiza..
24. What does the last text messagesay in your inbox?* human philosophy..
25. Who is the second person under K?* kaira..
26. What is your ringtone?* twisted
27. What kind of cellphone do you have?* 1110.. 3230..

frm friendster:

1.men are users.- ndi nmn cgro lht.
2.letting go means u loved best -_ dpende..
3. first love never dies?- d noh..
4. could u force urself to lovesumbody else?- ndi..
5. girls, mas mtindi mgmhal thanboys.– pra skn xmpwe.. babae q eh..
6. do you believe in second chance?- ndi.. kxe qng tlgang mhal k ng la2ked sna ndi n ngka2problma n klangn p hmingi ng 2nd chance.. db db db??*

1. ano suot mo?- damit!!!
2. ano background music mo?– when i dream..
3. anong turn-off sa boys pra sayo?- mdumi ung nails(kmay at paa).. hmm..ung amoi(xmpwe dpt mbango!)
4. huli mong binili?- icecream.. =)
5. huli mong ginawa?– ngappruv ng friend request..

1. cno huli mong nakausap sa fone?gano katagal?- lola qo.. 30min.. =)
2.cno gs2 mo mktxt o mkausap? haiii..
3. cno ang katext mo ngayon?– itcha, aira, enok, paul, pipoooy,bryan, kris, dadu, twink, joey,joemel, un lng.. =)
4. pinaka hate mo?– decievers!!
5. cno lagi ngpapaiyak sau?_ hmm.. wl nmn mxdo.. ung huli cgro..

*ANO ANG GAGAWIN MO?*
1. kapag pinagpalit ka ng gf/bf mo? -_ d go.. choice nia un la q mga2wa..
2. hindi ka tanggap ng parents atrelatives ng bf/gf..- d q alm.. otei nmn km ng family nichuvaaa eh! mgi2ng ok dn km cgro..
3. d ka kayang ipaglaban ng gf/bfmo?– pnglaban n nia q eh.. =o
4. kpag nahuli mong my katxt na ibaang mahal mo?– dpende s txt.. ndi ung nki2pglandiann..
5. nakasalubong mo crush mo?– ahm ahm ahm.. *clinnnng* lol!


1) Single, Taken, or Flirting?~ Or..
2) Are you happy with where you are?~ as alwAys..
3) When you meet the right person, doyou fall fast?~ pnU b mlA2man n ryt peRson ngA??? lgaq nfA2ll eh.. lg nMn nDi s rYt.. hmf!
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?~ oO nMn.. lg ngA eh..
5) Do you believe that there arecertain circumstances where cheatingis ok?~ nDi.. wlA.. anU b klAn nGn g tAmauN!!
6) Would you ever take someone back ifthey cheated on you?~ nO.. i cnt lovE sm2 i coudnt trUst..
7) Have you talked about marriage withanother person?~ oO.. kso d n km nun eh.. haha..
8) Do you want children?~ oO..
9) How many?~ 2..
10) Would you consider adoption?~ y nOt..
11) Will you go out with your ex? hmmm..
12) Can you avoid loving someone you really love? ndi..
13) Do you want someone you can't have?~ hmm.. eheeem.!
14) Do you believe love at first sightexists?~ cgrO.. mnsAn.!
15) Do you believe in celebratinganniversaries?~ uU nMn..
16) Do you believe that you can changefor someone?~ qng mkA2buti eh.. y nOt!
17) If you could get married anywhere,money's not an object, where would itbe?~ nwEr..
18) Do you have feelings for someoneright now?~ oO nMn..
19) Have you ever wished you couldhave someone but you couldn't?~ uU.. ='/
20) Have you ever broken a heart?~ ??????????
21) Would you ever fight somebody overyour boyfriend/girlfriend?~ cgrO..
22) What would you say about your ex?~ =/

[*] o db an haba nia.. =) lol.. i2 n nga ln gngwa q pra d q xa maicp eh.. effectve nmn.. =)

i miss dm so damn much.. =0

wth my lola.. haha.. epekto ng broken hearted..=0

my handsome brothers.. pipoooy nd daduu..

anu nga bng mron n2.. s bhai nmn.. la ln aga ata km pnauwi n2.. =o

wth lolaa nd she.. s gateway.. mga ayw png umwi..

c lola oh mkhng lasing.. lol..

hmm.. brthday qo.. c ramel ngta2go..

geor.. me.. tricia and mandi..

+++

i miz u guys.. so much.. =(

love is???

love dont exist
just a 4 letter word
doesnt mean anything
or atleast not to me
you can love all you want
but i dont care
love dont exist in my world
you can love until you give up
i gave up already
i gave love quits
never to love again
because love is stupid
love is dumb
all it leads to heartaches
and i had to many of those
so love means nothing
love is pain
so quit while you can
or you'll feel HEARTLESS
like me

foolish..

rili dnt know why i love u dz much..

='/

-OUT OF REACH-

GabrieLLe

I. Knew the signs

Wasn't right

I was stupid for a while

Swept away by you

And now I feel like a fool

So confused,

My heart's bruised

Was I ever loved by you?



chorus:

Out of reach, so far

I never had your heart

Out of reach,

Couldn't see

We were never

Meant to be



II. Catch myself

From despair

I could drown

If I stay here

Keeping busy everyday

I know I will be OK



But I was

So confused,

My heart's bruised

Was I ever loved by you?



Out of reach, so far

I never had your heart

Out of reach,

Couldn't see

We were never

Meant to be



So much hurt,

So much pain

Takes a while

To regain

What is lost inside

And I hope that in time,

You'll be out of my mind

And I'll be over you



But now I'm

So confused,

My heart's bruised

Was I ever loved by you?



Out of reach,

So far

I never had your heart

Out of reach,

Couldn't see

We were never

Meant to be



Out of reach,

So far

You never gave your heart

In my reach, I can see

There's a life out there

For me

boys love

A good reminder: "Take time to appreciate what you have now." --Dont miss reading this one

On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket to buy the
remaining of the gift I didn't manage to buy earlier.

When I saw all the people there, I started to complain tomyself,"It is going to take forever here and I still have so many other places to go.
Christmas really is getting more and more annoying every year.How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after it..."

Nonetheless, I made my way to the toy section, and there I started to curse the prices, wondering if after all kids really pla ywith such expensive toys.

While looking in the toy section, I noticed a small boy of about 5 years old, pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked so sad. I wondered who was this doll for. Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him, "Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?"

The old lady replied, "You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear."

Then she asked him to stay here for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I started to walk toward him and I asked him who did he want to give this doll to.
"It is the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her."

I replied to him that may be Santa Claus will bring it to her, after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly.

"No, Santa Claus can not bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mother so that she can give it to her when she goes there."

His eyes were so sad while saying this.

"My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mummy will also go to see God very soon, so I thought that she could bring the doll with her to give it to my sister."

My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said, "I told daddy to tell mummy not to go yet. I asked him to wait until I come back from the supermarket."



Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me, "I also want mummy to take this photo with her so that she will not forget me."

I love my mummy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister."

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.I quickly reached
for my wallet and took a few notes and said to the boy, "What if we checked
again, just in case if you have enough money?"

"Ok," he said. "I hope that I have enough."

I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it.
There was enough for the doll, and even some spare money.

The little boy said, "Thank you God for giving me enough money."

Then he looked at me and added,
"I asked yesterday before I slept for God to
make sure I have enough money to buy this doll so that mummy can give it to my sister. He heard me."
"I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mummy, but I didn't dare to ask God too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and the white rose."

"You know, my mummy loves white rose."

A few minutes later, the old lady came again and I left with my trolley. I
finished my shopping in a totally
different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my
mind.

Then I remembered a local newspaper article 2 days ago, which mentioned of a drunk man in a truck who hit a car where there was one young lady and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-assisting machine, because the young lady would not be able to get out of the coma.

Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young lady had passed away.I couldn't stop myself and went to buy a bunch of white roses and I went to the mortuary where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wish before burial.

She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rosein her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place crying, feeling that my life had been changed forever. The love that this little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to that day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk man had taken all this away from him.

let me love you.. =(

Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of papercranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then... heartbroken, the guy agreed.

When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hardwork and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company...

"You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself. "I must make it in life!"
One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realise those were his ex-girlfriend's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He had made it in life!

Before the guy can realise, the couple was walking towards a cemetary,and he got out of his car and followed them...and he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his precious papercranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chosen to leave him.

She had wanted her parents to put his papercranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him. The guy just wept ...the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again.
The End."

A tragic story that perhaps happens only in the movies. At the end of the day, money is money is money but love is divine. In our quest for our material wealth, take time to make time for our loved ones. There will be a time when we have only memories to cling to.
Take this weekend to show our "love" to all that are close to us.